Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Writer's Block.

Writer’s Block 
By Simone Stokes



What kind of writer am I?

I’m a serious writer, but also I’m a lighthearted, action-packed, storytelling series

writer. I’m an argumentative debater, but I’m also a smooth talking persuader.
I’m a straightforward, no nonsense journalist, but my mangas are full of imagination and creativity. My raps and rhymes are like Jersey shore fist-pumping at their prime, but my songs and poems are full of pain and sorrow; they’ll bring you back down to earth from your pedestal, they’ll pull you from your timeline and toss you harshly into mine.



So, what kind of writer am I?

I’m a writer from all walks of life, from all times, from all worlds, from all galaxies,

from all universes, from all dimensions. I’m a writer who sees through all eyes, feels with all hands, hears through all ears, smells every scent, and thinks with everyone’s mind. I’m a writer that has lived a thousand lives, seen the creation and destruction of worlds time and time again, walked in every being’s shoes for thousands of miles, and heard every story there is to tell. I’m a writer whose stories take you to the farthest corners of the universe, discovered by me while taking a walk with my dragon (yes I said a dragon, yes they do exist, just not in the dimension which earth resides within). I’m a writer who has walked through Hell with a smile just to get the Devil’s point of view, and sat in Heaven weeping just so God would stop and ask

me, “What’s wrong?” I’m a writer whose characters may seem fictional and made up, but in truth, are really just the people I hang out with everyday.


But, what kind of writer am I?


I’m the writer whose name you know not, but whose works you’ve committed to
memory. I’m the writer who makes you feel what I feel when you read what I write. I’m a writer who will rip you from this reality and throw you into my own with a simple plain pencil and some lined paper. I’m the writer whose words bring you deep into the depths of my world, only to return to the world, which many refer to as “earth” (I do believe that is what it’s called, I don’t visit that world very often; I prefer to spend most of my days on Planet Millennium in the Generational Universe) when you close my book.


What kind of writer am I?


You decide. You’re the one reading. 
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--simonezhane

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

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Ranting Time!!!

So today because I feel like it and brain is actually working I'm going to rant about how bad my day was yesterday, but I'm going to do it in Spanish. #LIKEABOSS #DOLTHRAKYMANWARRIOR

Huang Zitao Sketch

Huang Zitao pencil sketch

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--simonezhane

Say My Name

Topp Dogg P-Goon One Shot—Say My Name
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POV Zel
"Where is he?" she walked down the hall of her boyfriend's apartment, "Leeeeeeeoooooooooo!!!!!" she called out to her boyfriend knowing he wouldn't respond because he hates being called Leo, "Leoooooooooo? Baby where are you?" she sighed, "I don't see why you won't accept the fact that you look like him?! Sehyuk you know it's true!! YAH! WHERE ARE YOU?!" she stomped her feet whining.
"Right here," her boyfriend pinned her to the wall, "You know I hate being called that, and I don't look like that VIXX guy," he breathed on her neck sending chills down her spine.
"You totally do though," she stuck her tongue out at him, "I can see it now, Korea's top story today: Topp Dogg's P-Goon long lost twin of VIXX's Leo," she laughed at her fuming lover.
"You know it's funny," Sehyuk chuckled to himself as he pinned her hands above her head and held her chin with his free hand, "you kinda look like a shorter version of B.A.P's Zelo, and your name Zel, is just one letter off from Zel-ooo, is it just a coincidence?" he titled her chin up.
"If it wasn't then that would mean you were gay," she smirked, "but fortunately for you it's just a coincidence."
"Fortunately," their noses bumped, "it's just a coincidence."
"So...now that's settled—"
"Oh no missy, you're in trouble. You know I hate being called Leo and yet you still do it. You need to be punished,"
"Oh really now? But Leo I did nothing wrong," she teased him.
"Mmmm that's more punishment for you baby," he kissed down her neck and sucked the sensitive patch of skin beneath her jaw.
"Aaahhh S-Sehyuk," she tilted her head to allow him better access.
"Say it again, say my name Zel," he squeezed her breast harshly and trailed sloppy wet kisses down her neck and shoulder.
"Ah! Sehyuk! Do-don't," she wanted to say 'don't tease me' but her voice was reduced to a whimper.
"Don't tease you? You mean like this?" Sehyuk groped her clothed breasts and rubbed his leg against her covered womanhood.
"Aaahh, don't tease me!" her body involuntarily arched forward into her teasing lover's hands.
"This is part of your punishment baby," he sucked the sensitive skin on her neck leaving red stamps of his ownership.
"Sehyuk~" she whined squirming beneath him.
"What do you want Zel? Tell me what you want," he nuzzled her neck.
"I want...y-you," she could feel her core heating up, it felt like her body was on fire and she wanted it put out.
"You want me to what? Tell me what you want baby," 
"Ugh Park Sehyuk, stop teasing and fuck me. That's what I want," she was breathless and her body temperature continued to rise.
"What was that love? I couldn't quite hear you. You want me to do what?" 
"Fuck me."
"Gladly," he captured her lips in a passionate kiss and wrapped her legs around his waist and carried her to his bedroom never once breaking from the kiss.
He laid her on his bed and crawled on top of her kissing every part of her skin that wasn't clothed.
"I'm gonna make you scream my name," he growled in her ear as he tugged her shirt over her head and pulled her skirt down, "and I won't be gentle tonight, you're in trouble remember?" he smirked at her.
"Yeah yeah I'm in trouble...you don't like being called Leo...punishment... blah blah blah, just hurry the fuck up already!"
"My my my so impatient are we Zeloooo?" he purred in Zel's ear as he stripped his shirt and sweats off.
"That's not my name," she mocked her boyfriend, helping him out of his boxer briefs.
"Tch. You're one to talk," he scoffed, "lift your ass so I can take this annoying thing off," she lifted herself up and Sehyuk pulled the lace panties down.
"Sehyuk—" Zel gasped at the sudden thrust, Sehyuk paused allowing her to adjust to his size, "geez, can't even warn a girl before you just go diving on in,"
"I'm going to take all this talk as an okay to continue?"
"Unless you plan to just sit here like this for the next 15 to 20 minutes then yes," 
"Smart ass," he shot back at her. 
"Thank you,"
"You so aren't welcome....this is not going the way I planned it to,"
"Plans were made to be ruined babe," Zel remarked thrusting her hips upward, "now move."
"So demanding," Sehyuk leaned down kissing her lips softly and slowly pulled out of her, only to roughly thrust back into her.
"Ugh... f-faster," he only slightly picked up the pace but then returned to his excruciatingly slow pace, "Sehyuk... faster ahhh," he finally picked up his pace slamming into her harder and deeper than before causing the bed to shake with each thrust. Zel gripped the sheets with one hand and held onto Sehyuk's arm with the other, "AH! RIGHT THERE! Oh God! Right there! Ah! S-Sehyuk Aaahhh!!!" 
"You like that baby? Right there? Like this?" he continued pounding into her hitting her G-spot every time sending Zel farther and farther over the edge.
"Oh God yes!! Right there! Oh yes!! Sehyuk!" she chanted his name over and over like some kind of spell or incantation.
"Scream my name baby," he whispered in her ear, "scream my name Zel."
Her walls constricted over his member and her back arched up, "SEHYUUUUKKKK!!!" she screamed out his name as she released on him falling back onto the bed. Sehyuk pumped into a few more times as they rode out their orgasms and he released inside her.
"I told I'd make you scream my name," he kissed her cheek and fell beside her on the bed.
"Whatever," Zel snuggled into his chest pulling him closer and they fell asleep.


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So there you go, some sexy smutty P-Goon for yah!
*requested by JelliesBaby*
Hope you all liked it!
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original story link: Say My Name— P-Goon

ChenSoo and KaiSoo

ChenSoo sketch

KaiSoo Sketch

I know they kinda suck....*bows*

XOXO
--simonezhane

Monday, April 14, 2014

Darkness is Prestige

This is my drawing of EXO's D.O Kyungsoo. Took me weeks to finish it, but I did it! So yeah! Here it is!!
XOXO
--simonezhane

THEY'RE BAAAAACCCCKKK!

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OF THE BBC WORLD!! THEY'RE BACK!! AND THEY'RE TAKING OVER THE BLOCK!!! IT'S BLOCK B!!!!!!! Jackpot.

ENJOY.

XOXO
--simonezhane

Dongwoon of B2ST

Sooooo this is an old pic, but yeah I drew Dongwoon from B2ST! I'm actually quite proud of this.








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FLASHBACK

THIS IS THE PREQUEL TO MORE THAN A FRIEND. Enjoy and have a box of tissues nearby. YOU. WILL(probably). CRY.
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-simonezhane

I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE.

Sooooooo, I'm going to start posting my fanfictions in my Blog...because my ranting isn't that great and stuff. So get ready....the fanfictions are coming, and I apologize in advance for the destruction of feels, hearts, bias lists, and the complete and total destruction/ruin of your innocence. But Please, do enjoy the stories.
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      —simonezhane
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This was my first Topp Dogg One Shot: MORE THAN A FRIEND




POV Cristine
Things have been hard for me since Hyunho and I broke up, even though the guys and I are still friends it's hard. And like seriously awkward. Like for real I can't even explain how awkward it is when ever he walks in. Every time I see him all I can see is our breakup. 

~flashback~
There was a knock at the door.
"Who is it?"
"It's Hyunho," he didn't sound as cheery as he normally did. Probably just a hard day at practice or something. I shrugged the feeling off and opened the door.
"Oppa!" I hugged him but he half-heartedly returned the gesture, "Is something wrong?" I moved to the side to let him in.
"Crissie, we need to talk," Hyunho sat down on the couch and leaning on his elbows with his face in his hands, "About us."
"Hyunho?" I sat down next to him.
"I think we should breakup," he didn't even look at me, he just stared at the ground.
"W-What? But why? Did I do something wrong? Is there another girl?" I was almost bawling. What did I do wrong? Am I not good enough? 
"It's not that,"
"Then tell me why? Do you not love me any more?" I grabbed his hands.
"No I do love you, I just...I can't do this anymore,"
"Do what anymore?"
"I'm sorry Cristine, goodbye," and then he was gone, leaving me to drown in a sea of my own tears.
~end flashback~


"Starting to regret coming here today, this is gonna—"
"YAH!" 
"AAAHHHH! WHAT THE HELL?!" Oh this boy. Nearly giving me a heartattack. Why are you my best friend?
"GOTCHA!!! OH GOD IF I HAD A MIRROR SO YOU COULD SEE YOUR FACE RIGHT NOW!!" I watched as the 183 cm giant I call my bestfriend roll on the floor hyperventilating from laughing.
"GOHN!! YOU ARE SO FREAKING DEAD!!! YOU ALMOST KILLED ME!" I started kicking my idiot friend.
"Key word Cris, ALMOST, I ALMOST killed you; but I didn't!" Gohn grabbed my ankle to stop me from kicking him, making me fall on his chest in the process, "Ow get off! You're too fat!!" he fake whined.
"I AM NOT!!" I smacked his chest and tried to get off but he held my hips in place, "Yah, I thought you said I was too fat?"
"You are," he stuck his tongue out at me.
"Yah!" I leaned in close, "You are an ass."
"And you have a nice ass," I felt my face instantly heat up. I sat up and shifted a little, "oooohh don't do that." his breath hitched and his eyes closed. I took the opportunity to actually look at my friend. You know that saying "you don't realize your friends are hot because they're your friends"? Well that applies here. It's not I don't see that my 12 Korean pop star guy friends are totally hot, no I KNOW that for sure. It's just I don't see them that way, uuuntilll now. Dang Gohn is really hot!
"Oh uh sorry," I tried to move again, confused as to what I did wrong, then I felt it. Oh my God.
"Just...don't move," he stared up at the ceiling.
"Uh okay, is something wrong?"
"Come here," I leaned forward.
"What?"
"I have a secret to tell you,"
"Um okay?"
"You turn me on," 
"GOHN!"
"HEY I AM STATING THE OBVIOUS HERE! IT'S NOT MY FAULT! You keep moving on my dick!"
"OH MY GOD GOHN!!"
"I have another secret!"
"I don't think I wanna hear it,"
"Okay then, I won't say a word. I'll show you my secret," he pulled my head down and crashed our lips together. At first, I froze up and did nothing; but then I started kissing back. He licked my bottom lip trying to part my lips and I granted him access. He shoved his tongue in my wet cavern exploring every inch of it, our tongues battled for dominance, but eventually he won. We finally parted for air and just stared at each other for a minute, "Guess my secret is out now. Crissie I know you're hurting because of Hyunho, but I can't hold it in anymore. Crissie I—" I shushed his mouth with my own.
"I know, and I feel stupid for not seeing it earlier."
"Well you should! I HAVE BEEN DROPPING HINTS FOR LIKE YEARS NOW!! I MEAN LIKE SERIOUSLY CRISTINE EVEN THE GUYS KNEW ABOUT MY FEELINGS FOR YOU!" I just laughed as he kept ranting, "YAH! WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING? I'M CONFESSING MY LOVE FOR YOU AND YOU'RE LAUGHING?!"
"Because I never realized how cute you were." I leaned in and kissed him.
"YAH! HYUNG! I THOUGHT YOU WENT TO FIND—nevermind." B-Joo turned around and went back to the practice room.